Pain
23 Jun 2016Howard, o Pato
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4625 kHzShe was there, sitting in the driver's seat, pressing buttons on the holographic HUD, as if nothing had happened.
Only the empty dark ahead of us, deep and dizzying.
ZZZSSSKKKKRRRRRRRSSSSSZZZZThen I realized how much the cockpit that Diamondback was small at that hour. Rarely went there before.
The walls were weighing on my shoulders.
The chair pressing against my thighs.
My back leaned against the door.
the canopy was so close that suffocated me.
ZZZSSSKKKKRRRRRRRSSSSSZZZZNyx did not say a word either, not even looked at me.
I also had no words, there was nothing to say...
Nothing could ease the suffering.
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That moment was excruciating. Dizzy possessed me.
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The silence was painful and me expelled, it was obvious that this was not my place.
I opened the door and left.
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My legs were weak, I wasn't able to go very far.
The irregular heart pounding.
It was a cold sweat.
A sudden cold in the belly.
Seasick.
shaking hands.
I hugged my knees and stood there for a while, let the tears fall ...
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Anxiety and sadness still consumed me when the cockpit door opened.
Nyx had turned off the engines, hidden energy signature, let the ship fly aimlessly drifting.
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I did not care.
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She came out with her arms hugging his chest.
She bit his lip hard.
She tried to dry the tears with his shirtsleeve.
It was obvious that her suffering was far greater than mine.
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I gathered some strength to get up. I moved my body slowly toward her.
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I hugged her, trying to comfort her.
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His body was thin and soft.
Warm.
Snuggled on my lap.
I was afraid that broke in my hands.
The heart racing like a hummingbird.
She does not look anything like the woman of a while ago, forged in fire and steel.
She burst into tears, cried inconsolable, sad, desolate, cried sobbing in grief
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she can't even have him never again, except in memories, in the heart...
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