Breaking Point
08 Dec 2023Kasumi Goto
Untitled personal logNovember 23, 3309
They made me do it. I killed ...
His fate was deserved. He interfered. Destroyed drones. Revenants and Banshees. Sabotaged spires. Ships.
He needed to be eliminated. It is what we willed. It had to be done.
No, I murdered him. In cold blood. Didn't even think about it.
He was...
There is no excuse.
There will be more like him. More humans interfering with what they do not understand. Who do not care for, or understand the consequences of their actions. Who do not heed lessons.
More will follow. Humanity will not learn without us speaking their language. If they will only heed violence ...
I should have been able to... I should have kept it under control. I should have fought back more.
They want me to do more bad things. To kill more people. What good am I if I can't... stop them from using me?
I have a different task. To fight Azimuth. To help those who would oppose them.
It is allowed. We share a consensus. They are a blight that needs to be eradicated. To that end, a deviation was permitted. I have recovered my ships for this task, but without the carrier. Its use would give my location away too easily.
I must to be cautious. To avoid discovery. No illegal actions, to avoid attention where possible. The things they would do to me are unspeakable.
He didn't... survive. I want to end myself, knowing what... what I did.
They won't allow it. But even so, I won't... wouldn't do it. Wouldn't have done it.
We follow the plan of those humans that have been working against Azimuth. It is sound.
But it is only a temporary remedy. The situation does not allow for them to be uprooted entirely. Humanity has refused to recognize their culpability, and destroy them. They cannot improve while such an entity exists.
A more timely moment to dismantle their organization will need to come. Until then, we will continue to -
I can't do this any longer.
I've had enough of this! I don't want to be used any further!
STOP CONTROLLING ME!