08 DEC. 3305 - On my way to HQ to get some crates for a distant system. The navigation system to the shortes route including some WHITE DWARFs for increased Warp drive range. On my last stop with a WHITE DWARF to conclude the journey I was about to charge my drive then suddenly everything went wrong. Warnings everywhere, heat, weapoens, modules and so on. Quick as I was, I immediately turned up the warp drive, but still inside the WHITE DWARF "spiral arms" control was hard. I was panicking. I desperately tried to find the escape vector to get into light cruise speed and fly away. No. I knew that I couldn't, but I still saw hope.
Heat was critically, and with all 8 disposal heat-sinks used and the cockpit smashed by the force of the "spiral arms", and only 20 min of oxygen left. Modules started to shut down, one by one, soon my shields, then my Internal repair module, after that my FSD and last my Reactor. If I didn't want to suffer... The only way was to self-destruct...
This is the last captains log by CMDR Quackray.
THIS WAS THE SECOND TIME THAT HAPPEND THIS WEEK AAARGH.... (Total CR lost 16+ mil)