Keeping track
26 Mar 2024VORIAN_ATREIDES_84
Hey there,It´s been so long since i started my journey that i am beginning to forget things. Not the real ones, not the days i shared with Andreja in our little home past Foucault system nor all the time I spent in the eye learning from the stories of that old pirate, but yes I am forgetting places, names, livess... Or maybe I´m just confusing them. The burden a Starborn carries is deep and heavy. I´ve been smuggler, a freelancer, a headhunter, a soldier... so many things i can´t even remember right now. So thats why Sarah encouraged me to write a little diary, to appease my mind and my longing desire to not forget though she keeps nagging about me not being so old as to have to worry about those things, little she knows right?
This life has been definitelly different. It took me 3 lives to make peace with the idea of seeing Sarah alive and not bleeding to death in my arms. Almost the same amount of time it took me to get past seeing Andreja in the lodge pointing me with a varuun rifle after my first jump. That almost broke me, but it made me understand that they may look the same and have the same voice but they are not the ones I shared my life back then. They are different people. And still today i can´t help to get the chills whenever Andreja sneaks around me. Maybe thats what pushed me to Sarah, bit by bit, life after life. I love her as I loved Andreja, as I loved Alejandra back in Akila. Maybe I´m getting old but I dont feel myself making the jump again, maybe I can find some sort of happiness this time.
Sarah is by my side, Vasco is there with his weird jokes and the whole bunch has joined too. I like it so i will get going. i have enough artifacts to make sure no other starborn makes the jump, and that fucking hunter will regret once again what he did to you.
After our little game of death with the terrormorphs and reinstating the Acele´s I plan to chill and explore the galaxy as long as it takes and maybe map the whole starfield while I´m at it. We have our new and upgraded Frontier so we will get the best out of it and hopefully i will get Walter´s guys to not build-design that monstruosity of a ship this time around and it could be our frontier 2, who knows.
Right now Walter wants to go to Neon, and we all know what that means. My little farce is coming to an end, and i will be forced to reveal the truth to them again. This is the first time i have all of them with me since the First and I don´t want them to reject me. And I dont want to face those 2 again, at least not yet. So I convinced them to take little detour and i promised to show them something amazing and so, here we are, orbiting Nesoi in Olympus almost about to dock to the Almagest. I don´t know how many times i have cleaned up this place but it has always being fun.
Sarah is calling me now so let´s see how everything turns out after a little game of roulette