Kira GotoWell, maybe her reaction to loss is kind of inspired by my own. Dunno. Both of my grandmothers passed away at 10/12 respectively and I’ve found it a bit difficult to really get into anything other than… well, not even really friends. That might’ve just been me being me though, since I’m not very social and also shy. High school and/or college didn’t particularly provide me with a context I found it easy to get close to anyone in.Ah, that's completely personal, to a level where's no way to be 'wrong' somehow. Like, everything, every little bit of your personality affects that, and these effects coalesce, forming a response.
Same for relationships/attachments/whatever. That's a serious psychological thing where everything plays its part. Like, you've had many reasons to stay shy and distant, and almost nothing on the opposite side. And it's a problem only if you aren't comfortable with being like that.
Silvia SharpeYou could always do what I do an just make up a story that fits into the universe of Elite and see what happens.Yeah, I thought about that. Just a random thing, wrapped up in that universe, etc. Maybe my muse will come down to bite my arse again one day, who knows.