Listen, what I suggest is you find a new avatar and start from scratch.
Then, when you get a personal encounter with someone in the bar you may reveal your big secret to the other that "you know, I'm a Khajiiti but I had to undergo total facial reconstruction as to be accepted to the Pilot's Federation". Try that guy for a start. The cleft lip will always be an evidence of you being Khajiiti inside
Joining a mature Role Playng thread for a newbie is as hard as for a mature writer to repent from his lifetime reputation and become an author under a new name. A truly valued one will always surface. An average one will be buried within mediocrity.
Don't rely on your reputation to add value to your person. A valuable thinker should shine under any circumstances.
It's important to realize that unless E:D remains easy to immerse into, and newbie friendly, the project will be bankrupt. Adding all lore and folklore would make the spiritual essence of the game implode.
I suppose Smaotønk has already reached an outpost in Federation and has his accounts back online. I assume he'll be back within the Empire to preach liberty and emancipation. He will always be grateful to that strange feline creature, even though he had to eat friskies along the journey.
Los geht's!
A good read.
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