Coming Out Of The Dark
06 Oct 2018Gurutez
OkI don't know how long iv been out of awareness and i don't know what they did, but it worked or is working.
For the first time in, who the hell knows how long, I feel pain.
My whole body is on fire, i can feel my muscles spasming from it. On the edge of my awareness I hear screaming. It takes a while for me to realize that's my scream. The pain is so sever its affecting my thinking, its taken over my whole being and pain is where I live now, there is nothing but the the pulsing waves of endless agony. And its glorious!!!!
I revel in the waves of agony, rejoice in the suffering, because at least its something other than that endless void of nothing.
A fresh hot knife of feeling pulses in the back of my neck, and quite unintentionally my eyes flutter open.
New suffering as my eyes burn. Who knows how long its been since they were last open. But even though it burns and numbs at the same time. I can see light! I'm coming out of the dark!
Some people have got some explaining to do!
Some people have some dying to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!