the journey (descending into madness) prt.6
15 Dec 2020Mardraum
Only 2 jumps... Also the 2 systems with the most planet's and the biggest distance between them 500+ Ls in the first and over 200 Ls in the second system.
Kinda knackered now.
Maybe that's for the best, gotta be fit for the next stretch, so I'm gonna take a nice long sleep.
I'm glad to be making the big leap tomorrow.
The solitude is getting to me.
I've got this weird feeling, like someone is watching.
I know this is not the case, but I can't seem to shake that uncomfortable feeling.
My mind is playing tricks.
It's like seeing and at the same time not seeing things of which I know they're not there, ghosts and spectres, shadows hiding in the void of space, disappearing just before I can see them...
Ever present but never found... never truly seen... just... traces of nothingness to be sensed...
I can't describe it any better than this, It's weird, it's uncomfortable, it's not normal.
Whiskey seems to make them disappear.
And so they disappear...