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Purpose

05 Nov 2019NyarlathOwOtep
I heard whispers words from beyond. They command me. And I shall obediently follow.

Or did I feel hear them in the Hive? Holy words spoken unto me by one who has FELT understood more?

Naturally I shall do as commanded, like a worker Bee would collect pollen, on a genetic level all humans are meant to do as He commands.

WHY ARE THE COMMANDS ALWAYS SO VIOLENT

I find myself filled with UNPURE (impure?) thoughts, doubts.

I am not the being once birthed before, or even twice birthed. Each time I am a new me. My memories blurs and screams.

What even am I? What is me?

These impurities must be cleansed.

I must sheer and remove them from me, so the next me can be more PURE. I must excise and remove the impurities.

Only through the mortification of the flesh can I ever hope to be pure.

Please let me be pure.
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