Depressed by the lack of humanity
18 Sep 2018Na'Ni
CMDRs logI am saddened by the lack of support my little protest got. Though a few contacted me and gave thanks and verbal support. No other ships joined my lone voice.
I wonder. Is humanity lost.
I was a slave all my life. Seing cruelty first hand..maybe i was dreaming that now im free i could find a glimmer of hope in the darkness, a sign that humans had evolved beyond there darkened past. I am glad one pilot joined me in my ship for an hour to give support. And another winged up and gave me support that way, telling me of dangers. But most openly mocked me. They didnt care to understand.
I lie in my bunk trying to choose a path now. Do i stay on the side of good. Helping where i can. Or do i turn my back on humanity and give to them what i had been subject to all my life, to give them the suffering they inflict on other helpless beings.
This is the question playing in my mind
Maybe dreams will give me answers
Oh and the rear landing strut, port side fell off. We parked..badly in a station in cheng awaiting repairs