Cmdr Eeka
Role
Researcher / Explorer
Registered ship name
Efesos
Credit balance
-
Rank
Elite V
Registered ship ID
Krait Mk II RF-35
Overall assets
-
Squadron
RazorLabs
Allegiance
Independent
Power
Independent

Logbook entry

Outlive the Stardust

10 Jul 2022Eeka
Yeah yeah, i know death is a reminder of how short life can be, that we should cherish it and make good use of our time.

But, hell.. when it hits, it hits hard. A hard punch we never recover from. It's so definitive, differently than almost everything else in.. life..

Yet, it's all around us, it's part of being alive. At least in this kind of life we're in.

My man, even stars die. Being or planet, at the end we all go back to the same stardust.

Snap and it's gone. All that's left are memories and kindness if there was any. And pain, in those who loved us, a pain that is not affected by time nor space, what a different kind of pain.

I've felt no greater pain than losing someone i loved. It's the pain of being powerless towards receiving a timelessly and spacelessly hit, causing a wound that bleeds tears, a wound that rips through the fragile tables we put in our days, weeks, years.. There's no remedy besides living on and loving the others even more, those that one day will also fall.

Perhaps.. It's just an echo from my severed soul, reminding me how wide and deep it goes, beyond all limits i fear and respect more than death.. to remind me this simulation can't go far nor long enough to extinguish bonds of love.. to remind me i can outlive this
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