Driven or Ridden?
04 Jan 2022Rhodesiastrong
Organization is against the laws of the universe. The natural state of anything is to decay to cold dark entropy. So why am I out here amassing bulk quantities of data for the Colonia council? I don’t even know them!? When I was younger, I knew I was in charge, total subservience to my own will, and my personal proclivities and peculiarities. Now? Sometimes I feel as if I’m merely a passenger in my own being, and something else pushes the buttons, sets the course, and commands the controls. This would have terrified my younger self, and I would have fought with every fiber of my being, to the bitter end to wrest control back. Now? I’m getting more confused the more I learn. I’ve always stuck by advice I received by by my mentor, Wyatt. “When your conclusions don’t make sense, check your premises”Am I in control? Am I driving? Or have I been saddled by something or some other? I’m seasoned and jaded enough to be curious. Even if it is a quest to my ultimate demise. Space Dementia you may call it. I call it Clarity.