Reflection
17 Dec 2020CMDR Kyvon
Who am I? What do I stand for? Where am I going with my life? Do I have what it takes?For the past few weeks, I have asked myself these same set of questions again and again. While in the back of mind I obviously know who I am as an individual, I ponder who I am in the greater scope of the universe. Am I just a pilot who seeks currency, adventure, and self-sustenance, just like everyone else? Yes, and no. Only a liar or a fool would respond negatively when asked these questions. Who doesn't want these things? What separates us from the rest is what we seek individually. What are our motives and ultimate goals we seek to carry for the rest of our lives. These questions, when asked upon the general public would guarantee a more varied response.
So, where am I in my life, in terms of my goals and motives? In my situation, I am afraid that I only have one answer so far. I seek to avenge the death of my parents. I wish to destroy the Federation and all it offers for the detrimental circumstances they caused against my family. I have not anything more to add too my answer.
Being thrust into the seat of a ship in the past year has given me little time to reflect on these questions. For now, revenge is the only thing I seek. How I will get there, and who I will need to befriend and destroy to get there is a matter of crossing that bridge when I get there. While my mind is still jumbled, I am sure that soon enough I will find more answers to give my life a little more organization, and stability.
For now, I sit in a station in Paresa, writing this entry. Tomorrow will undoubtedly bring more surprises and events to guide my path.
Until then, I shall remain in complex thought.
Long live the Empire.
CMDR Kyvon