27 Oct 2021[novus]

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So... remember when i talked about my past and all?
well..... i finaly got back in the ''Spike'' a version of it at least... I bought a new Imperial eagle is what im saying, called it the ''Spike Mk2''
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I thought it was gonna be a nice experience.... but somehow its been [F@!%] awfull.... The ship is nice, amazing actually, but i keep getting the freaks when in it... or looking at it.
Speaking of weird things.... me... or at least my brain. For as long as i can remember ive been having those weird dreams.... like, they're so familliar..... familliar situations that i know never happened... but im somehow conviced by them.
its almost like... another me....

I thought about talking to a psychologist, but.... i have no idea whats going on with myself and i can barely explain it.... would it help?


Oh and... something happened with a few members, apparently a settlement recon gone wrong, had me glued to the comms. A few of our members got into a big firefight, CSF apparently took everyone in custody, i dont know much.
Again... im so [F@!%] lost.... again... ill see what time does.... and hope for a peacefull night....

Novus out.

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