Mudhrid Madness
06 Apr 2021Trex-LN
Pilot's Log, Entry 001Commander Trex-LN aboard ugh who cares.
Egh it's Blake. My shrink told me to write these, don't quite know why I bother just now, but whatever.
Can't sleep. It's 3:32 in the friggin' am. Sleeping in 0G sucks. Been a Pilot for a few years by now but never got used to it.
Maybe I'll start from the top. Why the fuck am I writing these stupid logs?
Ever since I came bailed from the Feds' I really couldn't stand to be around humans, get a rash every time there's more then 3 people in the room. Decided to end it and head out into the black, you know starve among the stars, quite the beautiful picture.
Didn't have the guts.
Came back half dead and with 300 million in exploration data but I came back non the less.
Decided I'd just blow my brains out, better then slowly starving, right?
Well my hands wouldn't stop shaking so I decided I'd get a shrink, if I can't end it maybe I'll fix it, you know?
Guy's been bothering me to write these because he can't give me meds or I'll have to stop flying for the time being and I feel this has been the only thing that's kept me sane, well relatively.
Anyway. I should have started this earlier but I put it off, like so much lately. Can't sleep so might as well do it now.
So why the hell am I in Mudhrid? If anyone is reading this beside my shrink or if this is the last message to be ever heard of humanity, I'll recap the news so we're all on the same page dear aliens.
Some Nut jobs blew up 9 stations, one of which was Lave and that alone is a crime against this wretched species as that brandy is to die for, and now the ACT tracked them to here where a minor factioned supplied them with the bombs.
I'm not exactly thrilled to be back in Imperial space given my..... history with them but it's whatever.
These nitwits actually think they did any good with blowing up innocents (and arguably the best brandy in the universe). Jokes aside, I helped evacuating Li Quing Jao and that station was a mess, debris and corpses as soon as you passed through the mail slot and even the ring looked FUBAR.
So I decided to pitch in, you know, do my part. Must have blown up around 120 ships alone today.
To be quite honest I'm not really comfortable with it. I mean it's not like these guys themselves blew up the stations. Sure they helped with the bombs and supported Theta Group or whatever they are called. But what right do I have to blow them up?
Enough of that, at least I'm getting paid for this shit. Not makin' a killin' but at least a living, right?
While I'm here I might check out Serene Harbour later this week, it isn't to far, right? Can't be bothered to float over to the cockpit right now to check.
Well whatever. I'll sign off for now and try to grab some shut eye.