Just Done
21 Oct 2021Aylin Ouyang
I'm done. I want to continue, but I don't think I can. I haven't been able to get enough sleep (still not used to sleeping in zero-g), and seeing the never-ending stream of desperate refugees just sinks my heart. I keep on flying as much as I can but it just doesn't seem enough. How many days has it been?
I don't know what triggered it, but I broke down and started crying in the ship. I don't know how long it has been, but it certainly wasn't a few minutes.
I'm not just tired. I'm exhausted and spent. I really need a break. I feel bad for leaving when Dyson City station is still burning, but...
I remember from my time on Cubeo III that there were a few places of leisure. Trapeze Island being one of them. Maybe I'll go there before I completely lose my mind.