Going back
22 Mar 2018Chatham
Being out here alone has gotten to me. I just realized that I hadn't seen another human in two years.I started scanning stars and just kept on going. I must be hiding from something but I don't have enough insight to figure that out right now. I just need to talk to someone. I think it's time to go back to the bubble. Maybe talk to an engineer about a thing. Maybe seek a little comfort with another person. At the very least I'm going to have a strong drink and listen to the murmurs of humanity in a bar.
Scanning stars has been my drug of choice. I need to try something healthier, like Onion Head.
"Hi, my name's Commander Chatham and I'm an explorer..."
"Hi Chatham..."
Often I talk out loud just to hear a real human voice. A.S.T.R.A and the voice of my Asp, "Fujin's Envoy" aren't enough anymore. I've even started fantasizing about what A and F could do with me if they were corporeal. They're not and I have to keep reminding myself of that. I'm not crazy, yet, but I'm pushing it that direction.
See you soon bubble. Bring me back from the brink will ya?