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Going back

22 Mar 2018Chatham
Being out here alone has gotten to me. I just realized that I hadn't seen another human in two years.

I started scanning stars and just kept on going. I must be hiding from something but I don't have enough insight to figure that out right now. I just need to talk to someone. I think it's time to go back to the bubble. Maybe talk to an engineer about a thing. Maybe seek a little comfort with another person. At the very least I'm going to have a strong drink and listen to the murmurs of humanity in a bar.

Scanning stars has been my drug of choice. I need to try something healthier, like Onion Head.

"Hi, my name's Commander Chatham and I'm an explorer..."

"Hi Chatham..."

Often I talk out loud just to hear a real human voice. A.S.T.R.A and the voice of my Asp, "Fujin's Envoy" aren't enough anymore. I've even started fantasizing about what A and F could do with me if they were corporeal. They're not and I have to keep reminding myself of that. I'm not crazy, yet, but I'm pushing it that direction.


See you soon bubble. Bring me back from the brink will ya?
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