[CMDR Personal Journal] | Explorer's Anchorage, STUEMAE FG-Y D7561 - UGT 17 AUG 3308
17 Aug 2022Andréas Phanto
I'm here alone, having lost the fleet carrier passage back to the Core Systems.
Luckily I'm with the Spirit of Sagan so I feel pretty safe in flying back home with it, altough I don't know if and when I'll start the journey back. It's so paceful and quiet here in this mostly unknown and inhabited regions. I think maybe I need to enjoy this a little more before coming back to the noise and the chaos of the Bubble...
I don't know what to do already, probably I'll fly towards even more unexplored and remote regions just to be alone and find more and more pace and silence. It's so beautiful sometimes to know that you're the only living being out there, for thousand and thousand of light years. It's also pretty terrifying when you think deeply about it but maybe it's this kind of terror that keep attracting people out here. Alone. In silence. In the black void. Defenceless.
Alone with their thoughs, with their fears, with their limits, with their personality. You and yourself, yourself and you.
Your lone companion is the Universe, in it's true form.
I'll try to write something like this everytime I'll feel the need to share something my mind has come across or my eyes have admired. I mean, apart from flying I don't have much to do, so this won't be so difficult but I know myself and I often leave things suspended, unfinished. So who knows? We'll see.
At the moment I'm roaming the list of routes and known places that Universal Cartographics has in its database to look for a remote region that could satisfy my need for isolation and pathfinding. I think I'll probably start flying towards "The Torment" region and its surroundings; I'll see what I'll find along the way.