Some things end, some things begin!
14 Apr 2023Rawnu
Oh boy... You can't imagine how nervous I was before seeing Selene again. I tried to be prepared, had everything lined up, both my lines and the seeds I gathered during the last 60k lightyears of exploration. She was her dreamy, bubbly self, as always. I did notice though that she was happy to see me, and not just because I brought more weird stuff for her garden. So, long story short: I told her how I feel and... to my surprise she didn't throw me out. We spend some time tending to the garden and the new seeds and... it was kind of nice? I don't know where this is going and if it is truly going. Both our lives are weird, well, different kinds of weird but weird regardless. Anyway, we decided to be open about "this", whatever this actually is. But coming back from the Black I know that sometimes you cannot know that before. Life's a process and the only way to get a grip on it is to live it, to trust it, to go with the flow. 
After staying for a while at Prospector's Rest, I went back to Jameson Memorial, to gather my stuff and also to take stock. What to do with the money I made, what to do with all the impressions and feelings. But also what to do next. There is still Mats Ruegg and his call. And there are still Elana and Miri and the Goid war. We'll see about both of that. But first I have to take care of my "Gudrid", what a fantastic ship! And now she really looks the part of a deep space explorer! She truly honored her name patron and brought this Commander back home safely. Thank you!
A few days rest might be in order, rearrange my fleet while I'm docked, probably adding one or two more ships. And talking Pilot stuff with the other Pilots here. That's the beauty of Jameson, of being in Shinrarta Dezhra: there's always a story with everyone, an entire universe of adventure. So let's raise our glasses to the Pilots' Federation!
